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Rodion Ikonnikov, in love with the infamous poet Zinaida Hippius, decided to write a novel about Fear. His desire to learn about Fear and Love leads him through amazing and terrifying adventures. His diary, discovered almost a century later, gives an unexpected impetus to a series of mysterious murders, forcing the protagonist, Oleg, to become a participant in incredible events, all the while feeling the breath of death close by. What is behind these murders: a bloody tribute to the dark forces, or a man's insidious intent? Is it possible to pay any price for love?