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For 86 days, the Ukrainian military held the defence in besieged Mariupol and on the territory of Azovstal. In order to save the lives of the soldiers and rescue the wounded, the defenders were ordered by the highest military command to cease defence, leave the plant and surrender to the so-called "honourable captivity" in the presence of international organisations and observers, with the condition of exchange in 3-4 months. Valeria 'Nava' Subbotina was a member of the Azov regiment's press service. She was destined to be held captive - first in Olenivka, then in Taganrog prison - for more than 11 months. Valeria has described all the circles of hell she went through for almost a year in this book. Constant surveillance, control, humiliation, inhumane conditions of detention, critical shortages of food and water, the enemy's attempts to break her physically and morally, to subdue her, intimidate her, and push her to betray her - all this happened to her. Interrogations and torture were exhausting. The impossibility of contact with friends and family, disinformation and enemy propaganda took away the last hope for exchange and freedom. But captivity did not break the brave woman, and now she is a witness to the atrocities of the Russian Federation.