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Nathan is still only seventeen, and it surprises him, because he feels like he's a hundred and seventeen. He had to kill his father and eat his heart, and now he has many new Gifts to learn. It's hard, but it's even harder to live with a terrible memory, a burden of guilt, and a fierce hatred for the one who is responsible for everything. The guy is about to get lost in the midst of a terrible past, a bloody reality and an uncertain future. But then a tender love appears in his miserable life, keeping him sane and leading him to the light. Will Nathan be able to fulfil his dream of a peaceful, loving life after the war?